If I have to go throught withdrawal symptoms I should have at least been able to have some fun to HAVE to go through it. It's 5 p.m. and I'm just getting up and moving. I've been up a min. here and a min.. there for water, seperate kids fights while Corey is busy playing xbox etc. Hailey was making fun of me because she says I kind of jump and then I shake all over while I sleep. My head is racing like it use to again and that feeling in my chest is back (like walking through a dark alley and thinking someone is watching or following you). Anxiety. It's like thinking in fast forward except I can't make it stop. Most thoughts are semi rational. Worrying about everything. I think Corey will take Kallee to his moms tomorrow and we'll pack a few clothes cuz, I can't drive right now. Mom is looking at the weather and my next Dr. appointment is Wed.
Has anyone heard from Stacey? I was wondering about their Dr. visit with Ethan?????

Oregon: Ocean, Beaches, Lakes, Sand Dunes boarding and ATV's, Crater lake, 3 sisters, wild animal safari, sea lion caves, haceta light house (most photographed in U.S.), redwood forest on CA border, fresh seafood, and away from reality.