I am home mostly sleeping. I get up a few times at night and a few times during the day for an hour or two, then I'm back out. Poor mom is all by herself in the house. She is even down to washing garbage cans. I get up for an hour and then lay down for a while. I did go with her to Albertsons, then went to bed. LOL. I'm sure she is bored out of her mind until kids come home. I am crying a little less, it is comforting having her here.



Tomorrow is Dr. day. I get the psychiatrist and psycologist at the same day back to back. They will decide my fate for work. I'm nervous what he will add to my cocktail and I haven't met my shrink yet. I hate the unknown. Mostly, I am worried about work. For 10 years work has kept me busy, it has been my whole sanity. Ok, maybe the last year has been kind of stress. But, still it's ok. For the first time ever, I like total darkness, comfy blankets, and complete silence. This time is so opposite of before. I should be a psychologist or one of those people who talks in all of the relief societies or something. LOL. Does it come with benefits? Right now, I just have to make it through tomorrow.



Kallee has been staying at Vickies house for school. We'll bring her home tomorrow for a few days. I miss her.....first part of next week I'll send her back. I still can't drive. Depending on what the Doc says is how long mom stays. I know she would sleep better at her house and with dad. She cooks better than we do. No frozen foods yet. We even had waffle cookies, I haven't had those since I was a kid.

Until tomorrow.......I'm going back to bed.